So lately I have been feeling a mixture of joy and hate, due to the very little creative jolts I have been having. I honestly want to do something great and when it comes to putting it on the page, I fall short. What's wrong with me? Am I losing my touch? Or is it that the creative time in my life has ended and now its time for the more serious approach toward life come out? I say, that I will give this new lack of life of creativity and chance a feeling of being rooted instead of scattered. Maybe I just need a massage and some creative words of wisdom? Hmm, a time of light and dark do come at the same time.